Ham kis gali ja rahein hain
Apana koi thikana nahi
Armano ki anjuman mein, besud hai apani lagan mein
Apna koi fasana nahin..
When I completed my engineering in Electrical, i wasn’t sure of what i wanted, except of one thing - - not doing a job related to electrical engineering. I tried for MBA but then din get thru any. So other automatic option for me (as for other engineers) was a job in the Software Industry. I got thru TCS in campus placements and then after giving many off-campuses, finally made it to Interra – Systems with a job paying decent enough. After doing job for a full half-year I really don’t know if what I wanted to do , is this. Sitting on a computer, writing/designing codes.
Ek ajnabi sa chehara, rehata hai meri nazar mein
Ek dard aa ke thehra din raat darde jigar mein
Jaagi hain kaisi talab si , ye aarjoo hain ajab si
Lekin kisiko bataana nahi
I have given so many papers in Engineering that am really not afraid of the question papers any more. But jus one question - the path I want to tread.. I am really not sure of what I want to do at this point of time in my life. I have a nice job, fundoo manager, super colleagues, Richa on desk in front of me, but still Ek ajnabi sa chehra , rehta hai meri nazar mein. I talked about this with all my friends but I guess I am not alone, everyone is facing the same problem. I am not averse to changing industry or job but then again after some time in that job , I don’t want myself to be asking the same question again : Is this what you wanted to do?
Betaabiyaan hain pal pal , chaaya ye kaisa nasha hai
Khamoshiyon mein sada hosh bhi gumshuda hai
Dar dar kya ghumta hai, masti mein kyon jhumata hai
Deewane dil ne jaana nahin
As of now, we just had a rocking time in office today with a four - hour lunch and a nice time spent.
But then ,I wanted to hear this from Atif again
Ham kis gali jaa rahein hai
Apana koi thikaana nai hai
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i'll Just say that there is one and only one truth.... That one day you are going to die one day.. It really doesn't matter what you do or what you don't.. NEWSFALSH: No one cares ... So just live on your own terms and let everyone screw themselves..
Being a twenty-something
It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.
You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.
You look at wat urstudyin or urjob... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.
Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure.
You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.
You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone! but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you're doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision. You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself...
and while winning the race would be great, right now you are scared just to be a contender!
What you may not realize is that every one reading this relates to it.
We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out. Send this to your friends... maybe it will help someone feel like they aren't alone in their state of confusion...
Its called "Quarter-life Crisis." nothing is constant......except change.
wats life without a few risks? keep playing the game !
hey mannn...ur fans r waitin for ur new blog.......
tum jis bhi gali jaoge,
wo highway ban jayegi
so don't worry -- just know urself a bit better
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